Relationships are a bitch.
Life is a dirty minded whore. Only looking to stab you in the back, rob you of all your pride, dignity and self-esteem. It makes you doubt your true self, shakes you to your very core. Has no patience for your thoughts or desires. Pisses gently and frequently on your future and your plans. Doesn’t care for your health, friends or family. Makes a fool out of you and enjoys every bit of it.
Dare to fuck it. Dare to fuck it real hard. Dare to prove it otherwise. Fail. Get up do it again. Fail again. Rise from your ashes and start it all over again. The harder you fall, the harder you will get up. Never back down, never surrender.
Yes, life is meaningless. We wonder aimlessly through it, making things up as we go, taking for granted shit others say it is real. NOTHING IS TRULY REAL. The only real thing is what you do now. There are no lessons to be learnt. There are only experiences to be felt.
There is only our stubbornness to exist. This is what makes me wake up every fucking morning. My stubbornness to die. I am laughing in its face every single day when I put on my best dress, my best shoes, and my best or worst self. I am defying death with every breath I deeply take in my lungs.
I want to have it all, try it all. I want to break the patterns. Fuck fear and society! Dem rules don’t apply to me! I make my own rules. I break my own rules.
I am well aware I will always be judged by their rules.
“If I had a pocket full of fucks, I wouldn’t give any” (Chris Rock).
I know that whatever happens to me, as long as I will walk this earth I will be ok.
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